May 6, 2013

I'm not like them but I can pretend. The sun is gone but I have a light, the day is done, but I'm having fun - I think I'm dumb or maybe just happy.



Hey guys. I am sort of frustrated today, I have been trying to study chemistry but I just don't understand it, it seems so pointless. School sucks so much currently, I just sit in the classroom literally counting the minutes until the lesson is over. I am totally unmotivated, I just endure the lessons and go out with no idea what was happening. People in school suck, teachers as well as students, and I run around constantly bitchfacing. Everyone's shouting so loud that my head explodes and talks about shit that's so pointless and not interesting at all, and I feel like "why do you even exist". I hope it will get better soon - we write really many tests at the moment and I should study way more than I do. I'm procastinating right now, actually, by eating pizza (makes everything way better), listening to Nirvana (Nirvana is perfect for days like this one), and feeling sorry for myself for no reason at all.
Besides school, I am fine.
Well, here's today's outfit. I am wearing my denim jacket which I really love, like, it's one of my favorite things ever, I feel so great wearing it. Because of all the badges and patches and whatever, it really describes the way I am and just belongs to me (which is why I wear it way too often, I almost live in that jacket!). There's some new stuff on it -  a flower pin from a fleamarket, the yellow patch was sent to me by lovely Carla and it says "Bowie ♥'s you" and on the back there's a patch which Flower sent me, it's so awesome! I also wear my Pink Floyd dress, a tulle skirt from my childhood under it because that outfit needed some tulle, and fishnet socks I bought in Spain. The shoes are from a fleamarket as well. And I put daisies into my socks... oh man, that sounds so weird. I am sorry. I also apologize for this rather not creative outfit and overwearing all my garments.
That's all.

Love,

Mary


18 comments:

  1. those socks are the cutest!xo

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  2. You just described my average school day, I have those exact emotions... Especially Chemistry and Physics, even though all of my grandparents are chemists I don't understand a thing, how ironic. Good procrastination choice, Nirvana for life. ♡

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  3. I hope school gets better for you, and if it doesn't..well at least you still have pizza and Nirvana. I love your style by the way, it's really unique and eye-catching!

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  4. I totally feel the same way about school! I love your style, the jacket is absolutely stunning x




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  5. This is my exact feel for school at the moment! I was doing a chemistry test yesterday and I didn't even care that I had not finished. It's so unlike me but oh boy chemistry is no fun.

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  6. Can you read my mind? Because you've exactly wrote what i was thinking..I feel just the same way about school and nobody (exept for you apperently) gets me.

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  7. I agree about school too! And my god your jacket is amazing with all the pins and patches! Eeeek! I love it! Also, your socks are RAD!

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  8. Lovly jacket! I will have it! :-)
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  9. ugh i hate school...luckily the year's almost over. love the outfit though. :)

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  10. Daisies in socks...mind if i steal your style idea? ;)

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  11. love your style so much. such a cool blog! ahh dont worry school will be over before you know it :) and then youll be free, just think of it that way. following you for sure xo
    p.s. your cat shirt is to die for!
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  12. i nominated this blog for the versatile blogger award! the post is on my blog plasticpastels.blogspot.com x

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  13. I also nominated you for the versitile blogger award! http://remarkableramblings.blogspot.co.uk/2013/05/the-versitile-blogger-award.html

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  14. I nominated you for a versatile blogger award!

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  15. Hopefully school gets better soon! I know that I want to get out of there as soon as possible. My physics and French teacher are awful. Neither of them teach yet they still expect me to be able to ace the tests. Sometimes it's not even worth going to class, but luckily summer break is near! (:

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  16. I never understood chemistry either. Don't worry, once school ends it becomes like a distant memory that seems to exist to someone else. I love the jacket, btw, super cool. I hope you will check out my blog too if you get the chance :)

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  17. Hi, your style is so good, reminds me so much of Tavi Gevinson; its what i try to go for but way more un successfully as you. I really hate school at the moment too, the people at school do really annoy me and the lessons and the exams and the uniform, (so basically everything.) Im sure it will get better soon, just longing to leave high school and go too collage. :)

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